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There is no greater tragedy than a sense of losing love. Whether it is the love for a person, animals, or things. The only way to survive is to see the positive side of life, eventhough it can be hard at first. Understanding the reality and flow with it can be useful in the long run, and may turn loss into valuable experiences as well.

I never thought that losing love can be humourous to me until now.

I was looking at “In Style” Magazine last month, and here it comes, my ex-boyfriend, posing proudly with arms and legs wide opened in front of his Corcodoro Watchshop.

He turned gay…

I didn’t know when.

He wasn’t the only one that turned gay. In fact, 3 of my ex-boyfriends did, 2 unidentified. Do you want to hear it all?

1st Story Hey Jude Crush

Do you know the song “Hey Jude” sung by the Beatles? It can be used at a theme song, soundtrack for this story.

I was sixteen, a sophormore in a co-ed boarding school in the US. My life at that time was quite dulled. I was a new student, fat, acnes all over the face, and not even pretty. Boys from my country ignored me because there was another girl who was prettier and more sophisicated. I felt left out and lonely. I spent a lot of time in the library, mostly alone. Reading “Gone with the Wind” and imaginethat one day Rhett will come and rescue me.

It was a cold day. I spent time reading in a warm side of the library. While I was walking to the toilet, a boy was walking into my direction, I smiled. He introduced himself. His name was Jude Laws. He has the long face, the brightest smile and warm personality. He was curious about everything, has a very funny comments toward our school life, a bit overjoyed for the first talk.

We chatted for awhile, it was the first person who ever noticed me since I came to this school. I felt special afterward.

Days passed, I nearly forgot about him….until one day, I went to school formal dance, wearing black and hoping that I did not look too unsightly or too fat.

He was already there. He came over to state hi and hugged me like we were long lost friends. A warm glow of happiness flew through my body, nobody ever hugged me like that. Then, like a miracle, the slow song started to play…

“I guessed we’ve to dance then”, he said.

It was my first slow dance…he held me close, I could smell his colongue, fabric softener, detergent, I wandered which brand did he use? It smelled so good. My clothes never had any soothing smell because I found out that people in school laundry sometimes used hot water instead of soaps! Maybe he was wearing a perfume, if so, never mind, it smelled so nice anyway.

Five minutes of heaven passed,

he confessed later…

he just found out that he wanted to be homosexual!